Life had not always been the best for my brother and I. When we were younger, our parents were in a car accident and no one in our family seemed to want us. We were the outcasts of two people that no one wanted together in the first place. So as soon as they were dead, it was almost as if we were as well. Josh, my twin brother and I were cast into the foster system, and there we stayed. Most of the time we were placed into the same homes, but other times, we were left alone, without each other. I hated being away from him. Josh was the only person on the planet that kept me going. I figured after all of these years that they would just keep us together. When we were apart, we were not the greatest people to have around. We caused problems to get out of wherever we were staying. Josh even spent some time in juvenile detention because of it. Luckily for both us and the foster system, we turned eighteen and they could no longer keep us apart. We both got şişli escort bayan jobs and a small apartment together. We didn?t have much beyond a roof over our heads and each other, but that is all that we needed. We never had to be separated again. ?I am so glad to have tonight off from work,? I said to Josh as I slipped next to him on the couch. ?It feels like I have not had a day off in forever.? ?I am the exact opposite,? Josh smiled over at me. ?I haven?t been at work in two days and I am starting to get restless. I am so glad I work tomorrow night.? ?You really are crazy,? I laughed at him. ?You know that right?? ?Always have been,? he laughed. ?Though you are one to talk.? ?I am not crazy,? I squealed at him, punching him lightly in the arm. Josh grabbed my hand and held it down and I punched at him with my other hand playfully, but he grabbed that one as well. ?You know,? he smiled at me. ?It is not nice to hit.? ?What mecidiyeköy escort bayan are you going to do about it?? I laughed in his face once again. Josh grabbed at my wrists tightly, but not so tight that it hurt. He then moved them above my head and pinned me down to the couch. Once my hands were where he wanted them, he held them together with both hands. I knew what was coming next, so I struggled to get out from beneath him, but he was too strong. He was going to tickle me and I could not stop it. ?Josh,? I squealed again, once more trying to get free. ?Stop it, please.? I pleaded with him over and over again, but he kept on ticking me and I kept on fighting him. We did this often, so it was not new to me. Soon he would give up and let me go. Soon he would? Josh?s lips were pressed against mine. It took me a minute to realize what was happening. I was frozen, unable to move. What was going on? The last thing I ever escort şişli would have expected was something like this. Why was he doing this? I fought a little harder and Josh let me go completely. I scrambled to my feet, though I was completely light headed and a little on the dizzy side. ?Oh my god,? Josh gasped. ?I did not mean to do that.? ?They why the fuck did you?? I threw out in his direction. ?I just,? he stumbled over his words. ?I just suddenly wanted to kiss you.? ?Why?? I demanded an answer out of him, emotions running crazy in my mind. ?Because,? Josh stood still and looked me in the eyes. I had seen that look before. It was his serious look. ?Because I love you Anna.? I could not move. I could not breathe. I could not think straight. My brother. My twin fucking brother just told me that he loved me after kissing me on the couch. It was like an episode of the Twilight Zone had started in my living room and I was not sure which role I was supposed to play in it. ?You love me how?? I had to know the answer. ?I love you everything,? Josh answered, though I was not sure that I understood. ?You what?? I asked for more clarification. ?I love you Anna,? Josh made his way over to me, reaching out to touch me, but he stopped.